Wednesday, April 6, 2011
30 days
The panic has begun. 30 days till I leave for Europe. I am so excited but completely scared. I am a home body. This is my first long trip. I love the comfort of my own home and my own bed. I know that I am going to be so home sick and I can not stop stressing over it. This adventure is going to change my life. I am going to see and experience things that I've only dreamed of. I'm looking forward to all the experiences but I can't help but think that I have no idea what life is going to be like when I get home. What am I going to miss? Is time and distance going to change me and the relationships I have with everyone here. I'm sure that I am being dramatic but I tend to stress more than necessary. I fear that the progress I have made in certain relationships will diminish once I get back. I know the only thing I can do is to put my faith in the fact that if a relationship is as meant to be and as strong as I think then it will still be strong when I get back.
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Jennifer, 30 days! That's so awesome! You are going to have the time of your life. Your family and friends will be here when you get back - throw yourself into the fullness of the travel experience and don't look back!
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ReplyDeleteI can't believe that it is only 30 days away! I remember reading the post about when you decided to go to Europe. It seems so long ago. That is awesome, and you will have tons of fun.
Two Words -- Carpe Diem.
ReplyDeleteIf you ask me, the opportunity that is in front of you is an experience worth having. Good or bad, definitely worth the experience. I went on a 2 week trip to Europe without my family and I experienced much of what you explained above. It will all be great!
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